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遗忘的

2011-10-04T03:55:00.000-07:00

第一年，她离开了我，但味道还在

第二年，她离开了我，但影子还在

第三年，她离开了我，但记忆还在。

那年，她来到我的生活，取代了你。

有些事，逃也逃不了，只能往好的看，像这我写字的地方一样，遗忘了

但总有一天，我们还是重游原地，只是，看看我们的不一样

看得清

2011-02-21T16:38:00.000-08:00

曾经天真地以为，幸福就近在咫尺，只要自己伸出双手，就可以拥抱到他。可是一朝肥皂泡破灭，你才真正看清，原来幸福就像是天上飘着的浮云，看以看见，但也只能看到它越飘越远。经历了2010年的种种，你越来越觉得自己看得清，幸福不过是浮云，即使是到了2011，这种状况也不会有什麽改变，倒不如不要有什麽期盼地好。

射手座的爱，是充满泪水的

2011-02-21T16:30:00.000-08:00

人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？

射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。

在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。

人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。

在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。

I love the way you lie

2010-09-08T17:52:00.000-07:00

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

僅此送給无聊的人

2010-09-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

第一篇
有人盯住我们挑刺，是常态，也是好事，应该欢迎。一是说明你有些价值，值得被盯住。二是说明你经得住检验，被他挑刺半天也找不到硬伤。只有让恨你的人也挑不出问题，才走得稳。因为恨常比喜欢执着得多。你如果真有毛病一定会被抓住。笑看盯你的每天猴急而无奈就行了。古语说：“毁誉不动，得失如一。”

第二篇
鸡生蛋, 鸡也拉屎,但你肯定只吃蛋,不吃屎的.对鸡如此,对人亦然:每个出色的人,都會生蛋,也會拉屎.例如他很会开公司,那你就买他家股票来赚钱,至于他亂說話,你就不用学.你最要紧是多吃鸡蛋,少理鸡屎,吸取营养,壮大自己. 很多人放着蛋不吃,整天追究屎,难道你靠吃屎能变壮大?

1 MORE HOUR ! HOW TO SLP?

2010-06-27T13:48:00.000-07:00

cant slp le!!! only have 1 hour to slp !!! haiz
heart true heart!!!!!!
mark!!!!!! mark need to grow up le!!
nid to focus on work
nid to focus to future
nid to think!!!
i nid to think for myself n my family !!
save money from now!!!
n also!!
nat!!!!!!!! i remember what u say !!!
from now!! i nid to be patient!!
when every time i angry
i will remember to think on u !!!
think on what u say to me!!!

thz God !!!!!!!
send me a good boss!!
send me good ppl around me when i lost
when i m sad !!!!!
even i less to church !!!
i still know it !!!! how great ur love!!!
when i dissapoint to love!!!!
u bring me a hope!!
when i scare for all ppl around me like pretend
u send me a new best fren!!
when i was down
u send me nat smiling!!!!!!
when i was stress !!!! u tell me that u still love me!!
when i like lost!!! u send me a dream!!!!!!
i love u jesus !!!!!!

u r the best for everything of me

凌加峻《三個字》

2010-06-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

你日日笑得這麽燦爛我怎捨得你喊
做小丑我都原意爲了搏紅顔一笑

從來沒有這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

趁住人多多講講心裏話咁先至值囘票價
從此得你知我任何事都不會怕
從來沒有這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天真的為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

就算今天不再闖過昨日我怎麽講都無謂
就算今天不再闖過昨日我願意等下去
再等下去再等下去

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂
我只想你快樂

“L”代表Listen(倾听)
“O”代表Obligate(感恩)
“V”代表 Valued(尊重)
“E”代表Excuse(宽恕)

jay chou 说了再见

2010-06-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

说了再见

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好
天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑
说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

无能为力

2010-06-23T13:06:00.001-07:00

还来不及和你和你在一起
数着天空里坠落的星星
你已经离我而去爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一
我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里
我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后我们对爱竟会无能为力

会证明

2010-05-30T12:38:00.000-07:00

如果南极的企鹅遇见北极熊？？
咳！！！！

WAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-30T12:34:00.000-07:00

hahaahahahahaha!
cwifodclac!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

周杰伦

2010-05-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

不是我只听周杰伦，只是只有在听他的歌时才把我心里不敢说的唱出来
感受到了。。。

我落泪.情绪零碎
地上断了翅的蝶
雾散之后的满月
原来爱跟心碎
都可以很细节
听夜风绕过几条街
秋天瘦了满地的落叶
于是又一整夜
感性的句子都枯萎凋谢
我不想再写
随手撕下这一页
原来诗跟离别
可以没有结尾
憔悴后悔等等这些
于是我把诗折迭
邮寄出感觉夹一束白玫瑰
你将爱退回

我不落泪忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久了会累也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡我清醒着一再续杯
我落泪情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅结局满天的风雪
随手撕下这一页(这一页)

说了再见

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好
天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑
说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

烟花易冷
繁华声遁入空门折煞了世人
梦偏冷辗转一生情债又几本
如你默认生死枯等
枯等一圈又一圈的年轮
浮图塔断了几层断了谁的魂
痛直奔一盏残灯倾塌的山门容我再等历史转身
等酒香醇等你弹一曲古筝
雨纷纷旧故里草木深我听闻你始终一个人
斑驳的城门盘踞着老树根石板上回荡的是再等
雨纷纷旧故里草木深我听闻你仍守着孤城城郊牧笛声落在那座野村缘份落地生根是我们
听青春迎来笑声羡煞许多人
那史册温柔不肯下笔都太很
烟花易冷人事易分
而你在问我是否还认真
千年后累世情深还有谁在等而青史岂能不真魏书洛阳城
如你在跟前世过门
跟着红尘跟随我浪迹一生
雨纷纷旧故里草木深
我听闻你始终一个人
斑驳的城门盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是再等
雨纷纷旧故里草木深
我听闻你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是我们
雨纷纷旧故里草木深我听闻你始终一个人斑驳的城门盘踞着老树根石板上回荡的是再等雨纷纷雨纷纷旧故里草木深我听闻我听闻你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是我们
缘份落地生根是我们
伽蓝寺听雨声盼永恒

雨下一整晚

街灯下的橱窗有一种落寞的温暖
图贴在玻璃上
画著你的模样
开著车漫无目的地转弯不知要去哪个地方
凉却的电视墙到底有谁在看
白杨木影子被拉长像我对你的思念道不完原来我从未习惯你已不在我身旁街道的铁门被拉上只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪这城市的小巷雨下一整晚
你撑把小纸伞
她音韵太婉转唉~
雨落下雾茫茫问天涯在何方喔喔~ 啊~午夜里你深藏偷偷偷透过窗
烛台前我妈还在想
小扇板画呀画
小纸伞遮雨也遮月光
the end~

遗憾

2010-04-21T06:29:00.000-07:00

别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯
萎宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔
悴宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯
萎宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔
悴宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵

2010-04-11T12:09:00.000-07:00

梦想着，有一天带着你，
远离城市的喧哗，
抱着你，
坐在离天最近的地方，
欣赏我们自己的风景。

还记得，脑海里，有过这样的天空。

还差一点

2010-03-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

还差一点点就忘记了你的样貌,
还差一点...
忘记了，就不再记得了
真的不再记得了？

你听到的是问题，还是答案？？？

2010-03-07T03:53:00.000-08:00

一个男生和一个女孩表白
，男生：愿意和我交往吗？
女孩：你...不要这样啦！
男生：我会给你幸福的！
女孩：不是
男生：我会用时间证明的
女孩：我不是这个意诗
男生：我的行动会告诉你
女孩：我对你没感觉
男生：我很爱你

你觉得好笑吗？我不觉得好笑！因为很多人也是这样，心里有了自己的答案，但还是去问人，但也只听到自己的问题，却没听到别人的答案。那你听到的是问题，还是答案？

音乐

2010-03-07T03:52:00.000-08:00

音乐是一种感觉，是一种味道，也是一种经历。就像食物一样，曲是食物的外貌，词是食物的本质（肉，菜），曲风（快，慢，抒情）则是味道。词再好，没有好的曲也没用，就像食物本质再新鲜，外貌难看也不想尝试。然而曲风就像味道一样的甜，酸，苦，辣，尝试过了却还是会尝。所以当有经历过的，听起来会有另一种感觉。歌声当然是厨师，不同的厨师，煮出来的都不一样。

坚强

2010-03-07T03:51:00.000-08:00

FROM SUE QI:常常说OK，只是在伪装自己很刚强，在别人面前可以没事一样，但自己一人时，却无法面对软弱，无法面对自己的感受。明明不OK，就说不OK，不要骗自己，骗人。承认，并面对，才能真正从时间上找到答案和真正的改变。（其实每个人都有弱点，都有软弱，不是你说没有就没有，承认并不是软弱，勇敢承认才是坚强）

keep walking 2

2010-01-27T18:44:00.000-08:00

踏在青色柏油路忘记走习惯的路
感谢你陪伴我走过了每一步
花终究会凋落没办法再呵护
这真的是一段很难熬的路
触碰感情深处我才读懂幸福
经过一阵雷雨太阳依旧灿烂
雨后的向日葵会安静的陪伴
你说过每一句会好好记住
在陌生的未来我会更勇敢

我可恨，我令人讨厌，我自大，我骄傲
我
讨厌
我
我不要为了这些活着，
因为活着并不容易
所以
我要死掉
然后
我不再是我
因为我没有了我
所以
我为你而活

没有
是
我

keep WalKing

2010-01-18T14:38:00.001-08:00

anything ? just keep going!

2010-01-10T14:12:00.000-08:00

Anything ?

is still keep Going !

haha! really 1 by 1 to leave me

but i noe that is a training for me
Dun worry !
no matter how !
i keep walking ,keep going

only That can make me more
focus in God
even everything move out in my life
that will not disable the relationship between God

i noe that some time we really cant keep the thing we wan to keep
if that is gone, let it gone
no matter how
we cant keep it
but god will keep it for us
relationship ...
is the most i learn from God

but
is really enjoy wif my bro victor!
even now u going to training
but u n me still will contact
u r really special!
coz me n u is never collaborate b4 we together bcome a leader
God is really great
i still can remember how That our cg Pray together ,
work together , n teach each other

that i really enjoy wif u is
worship n pray wif u
the way we focus in God is same
The way we teach our sheep is same

really can feel that when our 2 cg combine prayer
holy spirit is full of there wif us
we share our life in god
when i drop down , u tell me the true!
when u r fell , i share God wif u
U noe my heart in God
n i Noe ur serious In God
is really special
the time we meet is not long
but fast that in common we find out in each other
is God
but time is going fast
in my memory , i still remember
that our 1st time share life testi in my house swimming
poor until 3or 4pm
haha!

really every time we share oso until late of the nite

5month
is just a training
is ok !
God use u is not only in church
i believe that

Anything for me
already feel noting
coz i noe
something that i really cant keep
even a testi!
haiz...
but nvm
i create my own testi

JUst KeeP GOinG !!!!!!!!!

God U LOve Me sO Much

2010-01-06T22:24:00.000-08:00

2009年
是发生最多不开心的事
我连连哭了，变了，冷了

在伤了，痛了，后悔了

真的好不容易到了2010年

但在2010年的现在，我也明白了
真的太多事我经历了
以前我以为我很爱神，爱到我以为可以了
我可以为神做很多东西
我以为我都可以胜过
但原来不是这样的

还有太多事我不懂

2010年
我明白了，我对神对人也明白了
我爱神，这爱里是简单的
但其实越简单的东西越难做
但我也继续行走在神的里面
原来过去我爱神却只是跟从别人，根本不懂自己在神里要如何选择
不懂得自己如何在神里面思考
真的有很多事，不需要说
说了，也没用，
问也不对，应该自己思考
如果不思考，根本不知道如何走下去

也明白到我自己不懂得珍惜
有人说“失去了，才懂得珍惜”
真的假不了

也更明白我自己
过去自私，也很急，什么都要快
没有理会别人的感受
不懂得体会你
不能真正的关心别人，了解别人

爱！！！！
我真的还要学习

2010年，我要放慢脚步，学习听别人，了解别人
说少想多，珍惜，要坚强！坚定！
跟要学习爱，爱神，爱人
伤还是痛的。。。
我。。。不想让自己继续在这种翻翻覆覆的情绪里了。。
最终还是要把这一切捏在心里。。让时间来冲淡这一切。。
胜过才能走更远的路！

my testi! i tell myself,i can do it

2009-12-23T08:52:00.000-08:00

虽然，我很辛苦
但我明白
我要放下，就放下所有
不能想了
我相信神
所以我不要想
也不敢想
一年。。。
我只要想神
，我不懂我能不能忘记
但我也不再思考这问题
我不想烦你
也不要任性
walk by faith !!

wait for my testi

The Screaming Pain

2009-12-21T12:43:00.000-08:00

你的步伐离我越来越远，我的心越来越害怕

你的消息慢慢不见，我的伤口越来越大

stop update

2009-11-29T10:30:00.000-08:00

stop updating

2009-11-21T10:54:00.000-08:00

today is really a tired day
but when the time finis service
i still nid to fetch cheras !!! alamak!!
during the time they (cheras gal) talking
i noe them only form 3
n they try to find job on this holiday
suddenly
i memories something
that year when i form3
same time wif them
only i noe
we noe each other really long time liao
haha!!
mayb this really call
我们相识在微时，
但认识却到先在，
仍然在学习，
可能这样我才能真正认识你。

i love u Jesus!!

锁住时间

2009-11-10T14:16:00.000-08:00

我确定这次不会一眨眼
快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念
我听到真心碰到真心的瞬间
发出了清脆铃声像音乐美得人落泪
会不会天就忘了转动时间

i nid faith

2009-11-06T11:19:00.000-08:00

if there r no one b4 me ...should i ??

forget !!!

2009-11-05T13:21:00.000-08:00

wat else i wan ??
wat else that i need now ?
where My Vision ?
i have found it b4
but
wat now ??

谢谢

2009-11-03T12:30:00.000-08:00

又回到忙碌的工作，
最近真的太多事发生了
但在今天的一场大雨
我就尽力经历了
就像一场雨
。。。
谢谢今晚有周杰伦

cOpy From PPL

2009-11-02T11:41:00.000-08:00

有一種美麗叫放棄!!‏

曾經有種感覺，想讓它成為永遠。
過了很久，才發現它已漸漸消逝了。
然後才懂：
原來握在手裏的，不一定就是我們真正擁有的；
我們所擁有的，也不一定就是我們真正銘刻在心的！
其實人生很多時候需要自覺的放棄！
世間有太多的美好的事物。
對沒有擁有的美好，我們一直在苦苦的嚮往與追求。
為了獲得，而忙忙碌碌。
其實自己真正所需要的，
往往要在經歷很久後才會明白，甚至窮盡一生也不知所終！
而對已經擁有的美好，我們又因為常常得而復失的經歷，而存在一份忐忑與擔心。
夕陽易逝的歎息、花開花落的煩惱、人生本是不快樂的
因為擁有的時候，我們也許正在失去，
而放棄的時候，我們也許又在重新獲得。
對萬事萬物，我們其實都不可能有絕對的把握。
如果刻意去追逐與擁有，就很難走出患得患失的誤區。
所以生命需要昇華出安靜超脫的精神。
明白的人懂的放棄，真情的人懂的犧牲，幸福的人懂得超脫！

“我不是因你而來到這個世界，卻是因為你而更加眷戀這個世界！
如果能和你在一起，我會對這個世界滿懷感激，
如果不能和你在一起，我會默默的走開，
卻仍然不會失掉對這個世界的愛和感激。
感激上天讓我與你相遇與你別離，完成上帝所創造的一首詩！”
生命給了我們無盡的悲哀，也給了我們永遠的答案。
於是，安然一份放棄，固守一份超脫！
不管紅塵世俗的生活如何變遷，
不管個人的選擇方式如何，
更不管握在手中的東西輕重如何，
我們雖逃避也勇敢，雖傷感也欣慰！
我們像往常一樣向生活的深處走去，我們像往常一樣在逐步放棄，又逐步堅定！

结束了。。。。

2009-10-30T23:58:00.001-07:00

结束了。。。。吗？

还是

应该结束了。。。

without talking

2009-10-28T20:00:00.000-07:00

真实的

2009-10-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

有一段路，
你和我都要走
虽不容易
但还得走

笑或哭
甜或苦
谁都给经历

不论喜不喜欢
感受是一定的

但幸好有你（耶稣）
你陪我
我必不怕
感谢你的爱

ReD BEaN

2009-10-15T20:11:00.000-07:00

还没好好地感受雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好地感受醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右你才追求孤独的自由

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

disconnect day

2009-10-12T19:14:00.000-07:00

is time to get change

i will!!

i start to think about my future
n i get back my spiritual life
i love u god

thz for give my CYC

i Love U all
my leader
my CG
ofcoz
My fren!!

Thz q god send u all wif me
mayb i really have ntg
but i have god
n CYC

disconnect is still on
but a new connection wif god forever
i love jesus!!!

disconnect day 6 and 7

2009-10-06T13:18:00.000-07:00

180km/h
这是我的确定
不要问我，我不知道
也许我太爱你
也许我真的不懂
尽然是这样，不如放空吧

让我继续前进！！

那阵骤雨由不得你
就像人生不过是一场即兴
整个世界正在对我们挑衅
明天之后，还有谁翻阅的的到
就算如此还是得无惧前进

我说自尊啊
看起来或许可笑
但它至少撑着我
试着不让我跌倒
活着，如果只是不甘寂静的喧嚣
那就咆哮吧！！！
让每个人都能听的到！！！

“我只有一种容貌
我就是永远不会倒
我就算逆境环绕
我面对也要带着笑
我只有一种咆哮
我要让他们都知道
我生命再怎么粗糙
我都要活的很骄傲'
听清楚，这就是我的声音
我跟你用不同方式
踩过前方带刺荆棘
你嚣张不畏惧退缩
我低头沉默却坚定

这就是我180km/h的伦理

如果生命对每个人
都不公平也没道理
那就让我带着孤寂
继续前进直到光明

disconnect day 4 &5

2009-10-04T21:17:00.000-07:00

5 october
disconnect is still on
yesterday i sick
when i wake up in the morning
i just feel cold
but i still nid to go office
just faster do my work then get back to home get a rest
but i miss my prayer meeting
haiz
i already 3 week didt go church
hope i can get back soon
but nite i still go to basketball
damn stupid sick
after i play bball
i feel better
but
today i wake up at morning
i just start cough
n i noe tis time is not normal cough
i think nid some time to get it well

disconnect is still on
everything still same
my life,my work,my relationship
...
dream is still same

noting same change
only
me

ah mark
be better man or true man ?
nvm
someday i will get the answer

ok
5 oct 09
disconnecting...________________________

disconnect day 3

2009-10-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

finally finish shoot
happy
but other ppl celebrate
i m working
now i noe
手心面孔感觉还在
只是换了换成遗憾
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

如果我忘不了从前
如何期待明天

中秋节快乐 ah mark

带表我>今天的歌

2009-10-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨
蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好

(我是真的想知道...你好不好?) _____

only mark day 2

2009-10-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

today i working TVC for bolly wood
finally i focus is back in work
but
during the time rest
i m alone in car
i start thinking negative
n suddenly emo
at this moment
i received a call
sound like similar
" wai ,ah mark ar"
heart feel pain
emo ...(actually i already emo b4 this call, dun think too much)
n what she say
is just
hurt..(actually what he say is just normal thing,just my feeling so emo)
i angry
but i cant move my finger to click that hp key
i cant stop listen
i really cant
i mayb understand now
y i m so stupid
what is call( you ku shuo bu cu)
i really lose control
now i know
only memory is the most hurt me
just moment

stop in my world

2009-10-01T14:25:00.000-07:00

disconnect with the world
disconnecting

shut down

2009-10-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

leave me alone !!!!!!!
no more ...
outing

u Dun noe

2009-10-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

u dun noe how u hurt me
even u dun noe many thing
u really dun noe
i dun wan to hate u
i dun wan
god help me
that many thing i nid to talk to u
that many
but i wait u god
i wait u give me answer

I HAVE PROBLEM

2009-09-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

I HAVE PROBLEM

I NEED SOME TIME

2009-09-28T13:25:00.000-07:00

whenever sing my songs
on the stage,on my own!
whenever said my words
wishing they would be heard

i saw you smiling at me
was it real or just my fantasy?

my last night here with you?
maybe yes,maybe no

so there you are
with that look on your face.
as if you're never hurt.
as if you're never down
shall i be the one for you?
who pinches you softly but sure.

so share with me
your love if you have enough
your tears if you're holding back
or pain if that's what it is
how can i let you know
i'm more than that

you will know that you're not dreaming

停低(广东话) mean停止

2009-09-28T13:05:00.000-07:00

停低回骂流走的光影追得到吗
时光快得太可怕
别再待某天才挂念这刻
停低可以吗从此把风景好好消化
成长要感应一下
下次下雨天能按捺片刻好吗

记忆( Let me cant sleep at all)

2009-09-28T12:53:00.000-07:00

不想这样离开,不想美梦醒来
我和你曾经相爱
这记忆证明梦与现实存在
我忘不了从前,如何期待明天
甜蜜痛苦缠著我
再如何挣脱
遗憾仍留在心窝

你眼裏的泪,闪烁著悲哀
你笑容的美,只留在脑海
如果我们注定最终是分开
爱上过放不下更无奈

如果你说从此不在我左右
想到你爱过我更难受
紧闭著双眼,你总会出现
睁开眼睛你不在身边
说再见却在梦裏又碰面

对你的
记忆不会有终点

wHo

2009-09-27T14:57:00.000-07:00

Who is THe Poker Face!
WHo is The Better man!!

i JUst tired!!

when is the end

no answer

2009-09-27T14:52:00.000-07:00

no answer

no answer

no answer

what ?
why ?
how?

what is the true?

don't treat me like this

i hate it !!!!!!!!!!

please
let me know
even the true is hurt me
even it is hard to do
even what u want

i just want ! answer!!
TRUE
N TRUE

what u want for me
i have No WAy Now!

2009-09-18T14:43:00.000-07:00

The day will come
We can saw a pair of couple
Get Marriage
That
Our
Leader

Melvin
and
Zoe

Ring and Stress

HOPE

Some ppl say that the most beautiful woman
is a
Bride

i think that true
i can fully feel the blessing and happiness
inside this pair of couple
even i m sad
but when saw them
everything change
just like i m saw
hope

even they always say they are no feeling
just a process
But i can still feel that inside they heart is
Stress but happy

is a happy day!!!!

to be continue...

out of mind

2009-09-15T16:25:00.001-07:00

leave,freedom,give,vision,wait,break and wish

WhaT i Doing ... my last song ,tat what i wan to do ....better man

2009-09-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

send someone to love me
i need to rest in arms
keep me safe from harm in pouring rain
give me endless summer
lord i fear the cold
feel i'm getting old before my time
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
lord i'm doing all i can to be a better man

i know i've been taught to take the blame
rest assured my angels
will catch my tears
walk me out of here i'm in pain
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
lord i'm doing all i can to be a better man

once you've found that lover you're homeward bound
love is all around love is all around
i know some have fallen on stony ground
but love is all around
send someone to love me
i need to rest in arms
keep me safe from harm in pouring rain
give me endless summer
lord i fear the cold
feel i'm getting old before my time
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
lord i'm doing all i can to be a better man

送一个人来爱我
我需要在其怀抱中入睡
让我有安全感,远离伤害
远离倾盆大雨

给我无尽的夏季
上帝我害怕寒冷
感觉自己在变得苍老
未老先衰

当我的灵魂治愈羞愧
我会在这个伤痛中成长
上帝我所能做到的
就是做个好男人

我的心很平静
因为这不是我的错
我知道我受到了教训
也受到了责备

我的天使无疑
将带走我的泪水
把我带出这里
让我远离伤痛

一旦你发现你的爱人
你就会回头
爱就在你周围

我知道有些东西已经消失在无情的土地上
但爱就在你周围

to you

答案？？？

2009-09-13T16:35:00.000-07:00

我不知道
我也不想知道

但也要面对

神阿
i need your heal
i need you
no matter how
dun leave me
i dun wan to b alone
i love u god
give me faith
to face all the thing

without you
i have noting
i am noting

save
me...

借口最终篇

2009-09-13T16:28:00.000-07:00

可能
是时候了

我也要补回那

借口里的

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远

最不想看见的
可以的话
我不想...

沉重

2009-09-13T16:13:00.000-07:00

沉重的一天
沉重的脚步
沉重的门后
见沉重的人

沉重的答案
沉重的决定
沉重的爱
沉重的放手... ...

我可以不顾一切的爱你
但也包括放手让你幸福

就像当初... 一样

do wat u like to do

2009-09-09T10:58:00.001-07:00

i will never get hurt anymore

u cant hurt my life wif god

now i can accept all thing that by god decisions

devil
leave now!!!!!!!!

i feel better

2009-09-09T10:52:00.000-07:00

god is right
i feel i really renew myself

anything

just choose by god

i noe wat i have to do now

thz my all fren
thz god
i love u jesus

最大的敌人...是自己

2009-09-08T05:10:00.001-07:00

借口的我

2009-09-05T10:46:00.000-07:00

我心留的痛
已经不重要了

我就是一个这样的人
一直都是...
我只要我身边的人开心
所以
就算我喜欢安静
但我还是说话

也是这样
我说痛...已经不重要了

这是我的借口
其实我是牛

只要我身边的人选择
就算那个我不喜欢，我会受伤
我也会痛这做
因为我看重选择

我不会回头
就像牛一样
她好就好

但如果我身边的人选择
是我喜欢的，我爱的
我会更珍惜
因为我已经失去过了
我知道喜欢的，失去了
是很痛得
所以...就算多困难，
只要一声YES...

就跟牛一样
无论喜不喜欢
只要对方选择了
我就会冲！冲！冲！
可能这样我会容易去做选择
我就是一个不喜欢拖拖拉拉的
因为那令我更痛
我真得很牛
对不起
其实我只想身边的人开心

这就是借口的我

希望我的借口... ...不是伤心的
我不想再痛了

我的借口

2009-09-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我
......
如果难过
请你忘了我

i will never be the same

2009-09-03T15:35:00.001-07:00

is it time to come
i will not stay here
start and begin
but that i found out
i not in the starting point
i already on the way
but it will not stop me
i will continue
n never stop
never be the same
even a day

i on my way
be ok!

天空之城II

2009-09-03T14:56:00.000-07:00

这一首天空之城
明明只有小提琴和钢琴的声音
但却如此打动我心
就像一个在一边弹钢琴一边掉眼泪在钢琴上所发出的
和一个在寂寞的夜里拉小提琴的诗人

这声音好像液体般流入心里发痛

但现在的我
已经够了
我不要再活在自己里面
我不理了
只跟随他
就算再痛
也罢了

我相信他！
所做的，就是适合的
只要她好就好

我的乌云总会被光打开的！

就让这天空之城消失吧... ...

To beCome JEsus Life

2009-09-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

ThIs Angel will be use another wings to close his face

I will not show our face
because to do every thing is glory his name
not mine

I will not show my foot
because i m not walk by myself
is walk by HIS way

i will not use my foot to walk my own way
because i useless ,weakness n poor
i have noting except god

jeSus way always better then human way

That i will not use my foot anymore
let god bring me what he decide for me

i believe Him
because he make my life everyday also happy day

The Way For Hope

2009-08-17T15:11:00.000-07:00

everyday every time
the world was turning
ppl walking
every things changing

mayb sometimes we dun wan to change it
but
things gonna hapen
the world still moving
if u not let some space to urself
how u stay at here
thought
make hapen
make space
make dream

funny

i was learning it when the thing pushing me to have a space
ya... i always like tat to get study my life

space...
is juz dif of 1 word wif place
differ...
mayb

when every thing push me
think like there is no place of me

impassioned
tat me

but thing gonna b hapen
moving
changing
tat must b some place of me
is juz a thinking
space make by thinking

but y always wait until the world push us
give urself a chance
a space
then tat will be easy

ya!!! i was learn life's greatest lesson

there is always have more profound place
always....

mark !

begining

2009-08-15T10:53:00.000-07:00

back to mylife
last time go tenengganun then came back
become indonisian
n my skin start to change skin
some lighter ,some darker
very ugly
but
i do believe
when it finis
will become all new skin again
lighter
n nice

just like tat
everything during changing
is hard
but we look for after

ending of tis darker skin
is juz a begining of lighter skin

everything is like tat
tat y
sweet as never sweet without sour

once again remind u
i m MARK

mean never give UP >.<

生病了

2009-08-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

我生病了
在里在外也是
我周围的空气
安静了
我的呼吸
很辛苦
空气好像死了
死在我心里

我是否病了？？？

生理还是心理？？

我的梦

2009-08-05T11:45:00.002-07:00

在我忙中抽闲时...
我发现了很多东西
我没了我生命上的一样很重要的东西时
我才发现他的重要
我没了动力
突然...
我的世界安静了...
非常安静...
作什么都没心
平常我就喜欢做太多
但现在做什么都没兴
原来...
她是我生命中的定点

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
无言了这么多天了

当时我看见海
我才发现
原来我有我想要做的事
那时我发现我生命的起点
但现在的我已经没动力了

我想这可能是一间好事
因为之前我一直没办法在别人面前做自己
但现在我已经不在意了
只想做好自己
让mark一直安静吧！！！

2009-08-05T11:29:00.000-07:00

工作在KUALA TENENGANU
真不好彩
我第一天工作就生病
被人欺负到！！！！！！！！
咳...
从病做到没病
发烧到不烧
不停的在做
在太阳下...
我也黑了
还第一次呢！
真的很辛苦
但在海边
就蛮特别的
holiday mood
haha!!!

mark is die

2009-07-25T11:03:00.000-07:00

atfer few month
finally i blogging again
realy change alot during tis few month

tat y mark is die,
but i renew
n now
actually sometimes i dun like to talk
mayb i juz wan cool down myself
but
i cant do like tis
bcoz ppl will thik me angry or emo
i noe im not
but i try to not show them my other face

i think too much
mayb no one will noe my feeling n my change

but i realy change le
my thinking
my dreaming
my vission

everything like move around in my life

some ppl
some hapen

wat to do ??

i may ask god
wat hapen????

mark like others ppl
some time i oso dunnoe
wat i m doing >?

but now
i noe tat
only
pray !

SWeet is never as sweet ...withour the sour

2009-03-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

Sweet is never as sweet ...withour the sour
some people were born to sit by the a river
some is struck by liner
some have a air for music
some are artists
some swim
some know the buttons
some know shakespear
some are mommars
and
some people ... ... dance
Life isn't measured in minutes, but is moment
remember?

sometimes many word is around form us
some peoples tell u
some moment teach u
some act
some book
some of ur family

the word is around u
but no matter how many million times listen the words around your relation circle
u doesn't remeber it
b4 u u learn it from ur life
tat mean ur life must b happen on this few word

i don't know y i write it ( because u will never remember )
but i know u must learn it b4 the happen is come over u
haha!!

if u really want to learn it
go n watch it

that vanilla sky will tell u about 'that every passing minute... is another change to turn it all around' and Sweet is never as sweet ...withour the sour

the curious case of benjamin button
this movie u can learn about life

don't think i m joking
i serious tell u that
movie is like show u the summary of some people life
when u watch it
juz like u taste it

movie is the great for experience
if u watch it with ur brain
at lease i think tat right

mark

无言的心情... 对不起

2009-03-05T12:09:00.002-08:00

忙了！
心情乱了！

好像要近入另一个岭域中

突然
心情很糟

想。。。。。。。。。。我们
久同学
好朋友
老朋友
老知己

你。。。。。。。。。。纪念
喜欢过
讨厌过
伤过
痛过
恨过
爱过
玩过
想过

可能
是一起看过电影的
可能
是一时的好友
可能
是一起梦想过的
可能
是一时吵过的

对不起

那些我骗过的

那些我说过的

那些我写过的

那些我做过的

过去愚笨的我，做过愚笨的事

对不起

那些不喜欢，讨厌，恨我的
对不起

让我们不要这样下去了
不要再为那些愚笨的事...

过去了，过去

我永远珍惜你们...

就算你不接受

之少
让我能在落莫前
补上一句

对不起

work of wardrobe stylist !!! hahaha!

2009-03-05T03:38:00.000-08:00

new thing

2009-03-01T08:15:00.000-08:00

New!!!

wat i mean new ?

New JoB
NeW wOrk
New Feeling

wat i mean New Job?

i change job already
now work wardrobe stylist assistant

wat i mean new work?

i have work very very hard now
study read book very hard
working hour very long
i very very busy
i very very tired

but

i enjoy n learn many many thing
i c many many model
i c many many nice photo
i c many many nice work

wat i mean new feeling?

everyday of work or home
i oso feel dif
sometimes so sad
sometimes so emo
sometimes so boring
sometimes so happy
sometimes so ..............

rain everyday
heart feeling everyday dif
sometimes realy dunoe do wat
juz wan ask myself wat i doing ???

Juz wan ask myself !!
WaT I WriTiNg NOw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mark feeling daily

雨0回忆

2009-02-23T11:18:00.000-08:00

下雨了！
我看着那雨水想起那回忆
我看着那大的雨，是我
那小的雨，是你们
当大颗的与小颗的碰在一起掉落在地上时
就像是我们的回忆
在万万颗中我碰见你们
在那风雨间经历
使我们落在地上成为回忆
但就算雨停了
我们的回忆仍然留在地上
久久不撤
就算太阳出来
我们的回忆却被蒸发
剩下开心而形成天上美丽的云朵
回忆不灭

可能我和你们只有着简单的经历
也许是伤心的
也许是开心的
也许是讨厌的

但先在都已成为了我们回忆
而且在不同的时候
有着不同的感受，心情
回忆着......

MaRk 的心情空间

雨0回忆

Queenie ~~~~~~~~~~Chui Wen Schedual

2009-02-18T18:08:00.001-08:00

Queenie a.k.a Chui Wen Schedual

19-Feb ~ TV Show "八八六十四"
at 4pm to 5pm

22-Feb ~ Road Show at Klang 百利 Shopping Mall
3.30pm to 5.30pm

25-Feb ~ TV Show "八八新特训"

1-March ~ Road Show at melaka and seremban,and got Tv Show too

7-March ~ Road Show at penang and kedah

8-March ~ Road Show at Kl Sungai Wang

15/22-March ~ Start Competition

Please suppport our Lovely Chui Wen ~

朋友~朋友这两个字叫起来很简单

2009-02-17T10:55:00.000-08:00

朋友这两个字叫起来很简单

朋友一生一起走

每次说的都是逆耳忠言

真心话言不由衷
那就让沉默代替所有回答

其实

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

只要信任在两人之间

所以

原来朋友感情再天真
亦是我永远也会爱惜的人

若大家都敏感
冷淡

我也想
再次握握手只想你以后
有眼泪放心流
只希望你有更美好的明天
彼此老友角色似旧

无论说的时昨天今天还是明天
朋友是一生写下永远的诗篇

ChoiCe!!

2009-01-13T09:59:00.000-08:00

cHoiCe

b4 tat... i nid to ask something

if no one look at tat sins is a sins, is tat no sins????
if tat no one wan breakthroungh , is tat we all stay in the circle tat every thing of our life is on our expect,step by step , no more extreme, no more miracle,
everyday,every year juz same??
izzi tat no one wan to breakthroungh , tat no one NEED to breakthroungh ?????
ThiNk CareFulLy!!

breakthroungh NOT = To sins

so

no sins izzi = to no life ?????

think again ??
when u r start to sins ?
b4 tat is tat u r no life ?
breakthroungh not sins

N

we always have choice !

We can say ' YES'
n
We can say 'NO'
to
everything

BUT
pls remember tat
u say yes is not becoz of ur leader or who
is not becoz u wan to follow who
is not becoz watever promise tat u promise b4
is not becoz tat u nid to say it

u say yes tat is becoz u wan to say it
start from ur heart to accept it
like it , love it n wan it

YES
to
watever thing tat u can do tat,try tat
or
u can help tat
is all for the good thing u can make it

NO
to
watever sins
or
any thing tat will bring hurt
tat is no nid to try tat, do tat or make tat
becoz
start from u noe tat is a hurt for u ,for everyone
tat is not to do it
even a little bit oso wrong
becoz u have choice
say
NO

Our life is always have choice
dun say tat u dun noe
or
u no nid to noe

dun say tat every one oso like tat
remember
every one sins
is not =
u nid to sins!!!
not =
sins is not
SINS

N

if u SINS
even a little bit
oso
SINS
then
hurt is around u

black is black ,white is white
grey is not white
no grey in ur life
only Hurt
but white
is always
get wat i write

SO u R blaCk Or White ????

is Juz A starTing!! my lord

2008-11-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

when a prayer end ,is juz a prayer start

一个祷告的结束，是另一个祷告的开始

every the end of the story , that is juz a other story starting

so

look like us already leave here, but that is other starting

mayb

we very hard together again, but we together in other place

c like we break, but we r create

so that

u c me like not care, act i m care
but
i more care that (HE) vision

n i noe that
that our story mayb is end
but that our own new story juz begin

so that we end of here is juz to make more starting
n i believe , we will together again
that will be no more the end
no more break up
n we will together forever n ever

but now !!!!!

every one of us will get our own new mission
but we still stay in the same vision

so we juz bring out our faith

n more more more more faith
to our new story ,new life , and new mission
God let me noe tat he faith is coming from the heaven
so let us get it now!!!!
gambateh!!! to every new leader n working member
we still in the same vision ,some way, same God!
let shine from now !!!!

we have many nice memory,
n i will not forget any moment that u all bring me b4 !
Thz !!!!!!!!

heart 2 !!

trip!!

our cg yam cha time!!!
bye bye

heart 10 , heart 2 ,heart 4, heart 13 ,heart 8, heart 14, heart12

funny outing

funny member

game team

we break , that because we r growing
so...
let our memory become tis story ending
n get ready run to the new story !!!!
LIFE CHANGING START FROM HERE TO SHINE FOR JESUS!!!!

说好的幸福呢？？？？？？

2008-10-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了

爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢 ???
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

　　　　你不懂了说好的幸福呢?

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 ...你累了...

说好的幸福呢？．．．

miss.....

2008-10-05T13:36:00.000-07:00

...i cant slp...
i sing a worship song at my bed ...
feel miss some body n then feel emo...
mark not happy tonite
after play bball..after pray
i feel emo miss my old fren
haiz... they alone at jb, genting, sins yes sins!!
god ..pls teach me!!! help them!!!
my best fren still in sins!!
i sad...coz i didt contact him already more then 1 month
i feel dun like with him
but he is my best fren
even wat happen he still my best fren
god !!! save him!!!!!!!!!! plS!!!!!!
giv me a heart to love him like u love me !!!!!!
....
God! n my other fren she...
she bring me many memory
she hurt me many times but
god...
give her clean hand, give her pure heart bring her back into ur love

my old fren more then 7 years frenly n
he is face sad now
he is alone now
he in pain now god .... pls!!!!!!
i m on my knees stay wif him!!!
god! help him!!!!
save he pain from heart bring him back to ur house !god!!

hear my prayer !
GOD! break thier heart n make a pure heart from them
open up they eyes...
to the things unseen
rising up a new generation!
let ur love come to everyone
let us not lift our souls to another
let us walk from earth into eternity
i m make tis prayer...from jesus Name!

minitry outing!!!!!!!!nice nice nice

2008-09-22T13:34:00.000-07:00

behind there got superman!!!
wei jing act like superman...want fry up edi !!haha!!

like saw the superman

she like to post !!!

YeQi is so thirsty...drink the fountain water

who that monkey!!!

scare face!!!

yeqi love men toilet !!!!!
like worship at there !!!!

i like this pic!!! hard to make !!

what is this ?????

cute!!

what love izzi !!!!!!!

thz victor planing game for us!!!

tat our game master!!!!

like melake

yeqi post!!!

thz god !!!my best fren n me!!

2008-09-22T12:34:00.000-07:00

haha!!

this is fei yee (mr smile)

best fren!!!!!!!!!

model!!!!!!!!!haha

that our frenship!!! !!!

thz god send me this happy fren !!!
always make me smile
thank god bring him back to your house
i always love u !!! jeSus

HahA!

2008-09-03T13:13:00.001-07:00

tahan liao long time
终于一口气，写完了
其实，我一直有写，
但每次写到一半。。。

还是得谢谢那个人
看了他的blog
看见了一些以前美好的时光
那些feeling
特别是他blog 里的 piano song
和"

"一條快樂的美人魚，遊向幸福的海洋"

再次听见了
谢谢你咯！！！

也希望你会明白，你真正要走的人生
从黑暗中真正走出来
愿父保守你
终必得救
God Bless

回到过去~~！！

2008-09-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

或许我们常常想要回到过去！
但我却很少去想了

你问我想不想，我当然想
但我不多想了

终于，有一天我祷告时
突然有一个画面，让我看回以前
然后，我明白了

原来想回到过去，不只因为要那时间，而是人想回到当初那单纯的心
那颗没有罪，没有欺骗，性行为，自私，隐瞒，抽烟，吸毒，
没有任何小伤害的心
想要做改变

人的心现在已经受尽伤害，捆绑
明明很想改变，很想走出来，很想忘记
不想继续
累了
在社会，在工作，在外面
真的累了
闷了
在玩，在逃避，在放纵
真的闷了

想要离开，想要改变，
却走也走不开，改也改不了

我才明白我不是不想回去，
而是
我已离开了，改变了
而是
在某界段
我已经回到过去了

aＮd Ｔat　ＩＳ　ｏＮｌｙ　Ｏｎｅ　Ｗａｙ　ｍａｋｅ　ｍｅ　Ｄｏ　ｔａｔ　！
ＪｅＳｕＳ！！

信心

2008-08-12T12:10:00.000-07:00

信心就是源头
有信心就不必摇动
神的话
就是教导

雅各书 James

1:23 因为听道而不行道的，就像人对着镜子看自己本来的面目。
1:24 看见，走后，随即忘了他的相貌如何。
1:25 惟有详细察看那全备使人自由之律法的，并且时常如此，这人既不是听了就忘，乃是实在行出来，就在他所行的事上必然得福。
2:14 我的弟兄们，若有人说，自己有信心，却没有行为，有什么益处呢？这信心能救他吗
2:26 身体没有灵魂是死的，信心没有行为也是死的。
2:20 虚浮的人哪，你愿意知道没有行为的信心是死的吗？

GOD IS here!
god is always here!
Because no place god cant go!
In GOD noting is impossible!
that WHy i believe...
God is great!

WHaT God prepare for us!!!

2008-07-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

昨晚，我家突然停电，但我生病了，也要冲凉。然后我妈妈就很好地给我褒水，忙了忙了的就是为了我。。。感动！！！！突然回想我小时候，家里很穷，妈妈担心我着凉，就每天为我弄热水又要上班。。。忙忙的为我准备
准备给我

妈妈就这样为我准备

那我在天上的父呢？

他为我准备了什么？

神为我准备了一个家，让我在外流浪，疲惫，受伤后，能够回到他那里。。。最好的家！！又怕我寂寞，准备一班最好朋友，弟兄姐妹也用他的话语教导我们好让我们在这家里，没有争吵，没有私心，没有排侧，又怕我们出错，犯罪，就为我们准备了组长，区长，牧师好让他们常常教导我们，监督我们也为我们准备了最适合我们的小组好让我们在最好的环境互相学习，认识好让我们在外能懂得叫更多人回家
我们在天上的父
为我们准备的都是最好的

孩子。。。回家吧！！！

100% 偷拍 part 2

2008-07-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

That is what we meeting at Lik Fuong house !!

Stupic DaviD still like sleepy! haha!

That our 1 heart traveling PiC haha!

sorry to every one !!
haha!!
more pic at church for funny
pls go www.friendster.com/markong29
album is church (funny)

2008-07-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

100%偷拍~hehe!!

funny RoBin

sTuPid　ＥＷｏoN

100%偷拍~hehe!!

AMWAY Conference!!!

2008-06-25T12:14:00.000-07:00

QuEenie on tis Pic... c the down there !!!
really many ppl

Ooo!!! there almost 16000~20000 ppl!!
is really!!
we wan to c tis pic at every saturday in church!!
amen!!!!

tat mY leader n BoOn BOon!!
(queenie,shery n richard)

very Xin Fu LEy!!!
(shery n richard)

me n chui wen

tat day ! i so boring at there ! but once i thinking...if tat is our church member become like tat ! Tat IS great!!! N i feel...it must b happen !! then suddenly
beside me come out some sound... tat sound is like a pray! then i c beside me...
Tat is queenie n shery praying
my heart is warm... god touch me...then i hear god tell me
' tat must b happen,if u with me, u noe tat is wat i want to do,tat y i use every one with me,
if u with me,then u must believe it,
and then pray,juz like chui wen n shery,
pray as a pure heart...no matter who will looking u
juz pray with a pure heart ,tell me u believe it n u want tis happen, dun care others... just pray......'
then i start to pray wif them
n i believe , one day , our church will bcome like tat,
every one at there will pray together,worship together, bcoz of god!!! AmEN!!!

ThE MoMeNT...

2008-06-17T15:23:00.000-07:00

It maybe nEveR HapEn AgaIn ....

But...
It Will ALwAyS In My HEaRT ... ...

FriEndS...

dream...

TeAm..

ToGether...

Fun

the time have gone...
every thing juz gone
noting left...

Just memory ......

simple pray for u all
感谢主让我们一起有过这回忆
主啊！请你保守我们
让我们往后的日子由神来看守
让我们不再回到重前
因为我们要更多更新改变
祝福我们身体要的健康
也拥有各自美好的前程
终必得救
祷告封主耶稣基督的名

LonG TiMe nO C~!!!

2008-06-17T13:11:00.000-07:00

TamAn Yarl class 2007 GaL

我和志良（最女人的男人...但他很细心

4 stupid girl !!!!!!!!!!!!

... really long time no c...

memory always good...
5 year ...
the moment of school ... ...
always nice,funny and make ppl recall

But more important is now !!

good luck u all!!! god bless!

领受天父的爱

2008-06-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

在A4J的第一个晚上，我没有睡觉，因为我在为着在A4J的事祷告...所以只睡了两小时。

但是第二天早上，我却感到很精神，一点累的感觉都没有！我想是因为我祷告的事，神真是太奇妙了！

聚会到了敬拜的时候，我有个感动就是神要我跪下来顺服祂，但我心里有点疑惑，因为脚有点受伤有点痛，但是我还是跪下来了。
就在我跪下来之后，我被圣灵充满！突然我脑袋里出现了很多画面....神让我看见祂在我的生命上不断地做改变，为要我回到祂的面前....
祂放了很多人在我的生命上帮助我...我看见我的领袖，melvin,lif foong,还有伯寿哥....他们所为我做的一切...神在我生命作的一切一切，我终于明白了！！！
我领受了神的父爱，以前我常常得罪了祂，不听他的话，但他依然在我们困难时帮助我们，只要我们认祂为我们的天父，他就让我们领受。祂的爱超越一切，我一开始都是因为这一点点的信来到神的面前，但他依然帮助我。他那伟大的爱，若我们还不认他，那我们真的是天下最不孝的儿子...

这是我第一次在圣灵充满的时候哭了，因为我平时不容易掉眼泪。但是我哭了，因为我深深地感受到神的对我的爱....是那么深的...

神没有放弃过我....

2008-06-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

A4J刚刚过了，也是新的开始。神透过整个特会跟我说了很多话，也学到了很多事情。

我深深的体会到我们跟神要有一个很好的关系是很重要的。单单顺服祂，不疑惑，常常来到神的面前亲近祂，因为最高之处就是来到神的脚凳。

虽然之前我也知道了，伯寿哥也常说，但是我却没有办法做到，我觉得我的思想行为很难去顺服神。生活上常常不断发生很多让我难过的事。甚至我想过要放弃走下去，因为我开始怀疑神了....

但是当我想放弃时，神却没有放弃过我....

在最后一次A4J combine prayer meeting 里，当我们敬拜赞美的时候，神忽然间跟我说话...他告诉我，“神的路是难走的，你可以选择与我同行，还是回到原本的你...你可以回到过去，像外邦人一样，做他们做的事...但是你会失去你现在所拥有的，因为这是这一切都是神的祝福”过后，我忽然间会想到lik foong跟我说的一句话...“MARK, 你知道吗？你很自私”

这时候我忽然间领悟了，觉醒了...我告诉神我要与祂同行，我不要回到从前...虽然那时我还是很迷惘，但我决定就算这条路有多难走，我也要与祂同行。

神也再次的跟我说，祂要使用我。但我那时也不清楚这是不是真的，因为我也不知道我能为祂做些什么，但我真的很希望被神使用。过不久，melvin找我说要我为小组做些事，我很感动，因为我发现神真的太真实了。

在接下来的日子，我也要与神同行，被他使用，因为祂就是那唯一的真神！

My SeCret PlaCe

2008-06-14T11:04:00.000-07:00

For me ... my secret place is the place i love,enjoy and happy.
This place is only me n Him.I at the place very low for Him,very small for Him,

but His so love me,so care me.He can saw me every day ,every time.
His the one of the world most care me, know me and love me. The place down of him,
i feel so sweet,so happiness,so content.

This place is the secret only me and him know,the place only me with him,
the only one hiding place in my life. I love this place, and i love Him .......JESUS!!!

Every Saturday , i will come to this place with many people.

Last time i don't like church .I feel boring,don't like the people at there and
i think it is waste my time,but i cant find a place let me feel happiness.
Now!! i found it...
that place have many people and every one love me,
this place is full in love... ... That My church...
that not my secret place, but there is the door of secret place
When i open this door with the key of my heart,
i found my secret place!
And every saturday , i come to this place with many people,
we sing together and jump together for Glorified His name.
After that, we will ready our heart to listen what His tell us.
I love this place,bcoz this place fill up His love and i will listen
every thing he tell me.
Bcoz... He give me a secret place, send me his love.
He sacrifice redeem my soul, give me every thing wondeful and beautiful

Because Of Him... his cross...
i get this every thing...

That My Secret Place...

So... where your secret place???

You Find It already .......???

Ths God

i love u jesus!!!!!!!!!