only mark day 2

today i working TVC for bolly wood
finally i focus is back in work
but
during the time rest
i m alone in car
i start thinking negative
n suddenly emo
at this moment
i received a call
sound like similar
" wai ,ah mark ar"
heart feel pain
emo ...(actually i already emo b4 this call, dun think too much)
n what she say
is just
hurt..(actually what he say is just normal thing,just my feeling so emo)
i angry
but i cant move my finger to click that hp key
i cant stop listen
i really cant
i mayb understand now
y i m so stupid
what is call( you ku shuo bu cu)
i really lose control
now i know
only memory is the most hurt me
just moment